p.s.

I forgot to say, I know where you can get tix to WildWW for really cheap, just tell me if you want to come or anything. Because my entourage is quite small at the moment!

Wild Water Wiz-orks

Ohh yeah, I said it.
I finally get to go to Wild Water Works. It was originally supposed to be today, but getting there and back would have been too much a bitch. Then I saw if we could go on Saturday, but my boss won't let me fucking take Friday morning (which is longer than my Saturday shift) instead of Saturday. Get this, he was trying to get kids to come in 9-9:30 wed, thurs, and fri so that they can take off Saturday, what is with that shit? That is over three times the hours, I would honestly gouge out my eyes and shoot myself half way through that! Btw: So far I've gotten 6 sales a night this week, Sean is freakin ON FIRE! Anywho, back to the point. So Wild Water Works got moved back to Sunday. Josh's mom is driving Josh and I, but so far only one person other than Josh that I have invited can't make it, which is a bummer.
Ahh well, I will have fun without them then, checking out the fine tail that is sure to be there, and trying to avoid the obese hairy men in spedoes, that are unnervingly always near bodies of water.
I got my marks back today... Rotskas is a douche, and German took my average down, but it's all together good. I just wish I could have gotten a better mark in German, I probably could have, but I really REALLY didn't try until like... the last two weeks.
Argh, Sean's brain is exploding. So many things going through my mind, it makes me just want to remove my mind for a day, and experience the life of some stupid kid, just for a day, so I won't have any worries. Ignorance is bliss, therefor I am awarded little bliss.
My guitar skills are steadily improving thanks to the internet, and free online lessons. But I still don't think I'm good. That's because I'm not good, but three weeks won't produce a pro... Unless their parents are like, uber nazi perfectionists that chain their kids to the walls and beat them until they get it right... Well, chains can't always be bad...
It is insanely hot out, so I have made a major decision. I have bought a fan. Our old one broke this afternoon. It comes with a 5 yr waranty, and it really kicks some ass, it shall keep me compony on those hot lonely nights. It only set me back like... $20, and I'm getting payed soon, so 'tis no biggie.
I am just suddenly outraged that my father's name is Brian Wilson, why could he at least spell it differently. The realy Brian Wilson isn't a fucking dead beat that ignores his children... (thinking about reinitating a plan to kill him)
I think too much, but sometimes I think too little. That's what I love about myself, I am perfect. I love being perfect. :D

Sleepy in Hamilton,
~Sean

White Flag

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
Or tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was there
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

Summer

Argh, I'm loving the summer so far, but I know it is going to suck after a while. It always ends up sucking. I have no one to spend it with, and I am going to have to spend my time doing shit i hate... like working at protocol, but I do like the money...
Playing the guitar is so good, tis like, uber fun. I broke a string, which pissed me off, good thing I am blind and already wearing glasses, or else that would have blinded me! Wow, these glasses have saved my eyes so many times before... you know who you are!
I am so bored, and being alone sucks... if I can't hang with my friends I just get so bored! But I probably piss them all off, I can imagine that I am very irritating... Leah's party kicked ass a lot last night, but I really think I annoyed everyone there.
Emotions suck, I wish I could be rid off all of them... except happiness, I love that shit... well, I just want to get rid of the ones that make me feel bad. :(
Once again I am bored... If anyone wants to hang this summer, you know where you can reach me... right here. :(

p.s.s.

Sherri and Sarah, you two were fucking brilliant on Much Music! :P

Behind my back.

Fine, talk about me behind my back, just make sure it doesn't come back to me!
And make sure they are not bold faced lies, those ones piss me off. I can accept anyone talking shit about me behind my back, but not lieing about me, and making shit up. I don't want to be telling these gullible idiots that what people are saying about me is false. I don't like Kayla, Sherri, I know you just said that to piss Ash off, but Kayla used to be somewhat of a friend. I don't really care anymore, but don't say shit that is a complete lie. For christ sake, tis annoying.

Anyway, on a happier note, School's out for summer! And even better, I just fou d my exam schedule.

So remember, talk about me behind my back... but no lies...

p.s. Happy Father's day you dead-beat sack of asshole scum!

Show time

Found out it starts at 6 o'clock, still lots of time to get there.

Cyanide Kiss

Okay, as you might expect, this entry is about the band Cyanide Kiss. I know that at least one of my readers is a fan of this band, so hear me out.
They are playing at Absynth this Saturday (18th) and supposedly Brit Black will be there too. Tix are $10 from a band, or $12 at the door. I don't know when it starts, but I've heard something about it starting around 7 ish, so luckily i should be out of work by the time it starts.
Anywho, be there or be square, if your stupid and don't know where Absynth is, just ask me.
~Sean

Re-re Cap

Playing the guitar is so much fun! I have blisters on my thumb and middle finger... Picks are for pussies... I didn't notice the one on my middle finger until i was at work and typing... It hurt quite a bit.
Ich spiele die Gitare nicht so gut. But hell, I've only had it for the better part of a week now. I can learn.
Today sucked ass, some stupid girls at work kept singing gospel music, they always do it, I want to grab a monitor and smash it on one of their heads and then threaten the other one that I will do the same. They ruined my whol day at work and I only got 4 sales... which still put me up to $12/h. :D
Hmm... What else can I talk about... Ohh yeah, I got 95% on the first part of my math exam... And I am afraid that I will fail German.... If I get lower than 50% the teacher will definitely boost me to a 50 because she is super nice, but I wish that it was actually a full class on grade 11's instead of us working alone in a corner as she tends to stupid grade 10's.
I am finding myself so bored, and then irritated so easily lately, tis unbecoming of me. Josh is looking for his patch cord so I can hook my guitar into his amp, but I doubt he will find it, I probably should have braught Erik's amp with me. He wouldn't have minded...
Hmm... I should get about $500 next Friday, so I decided to reinstate my awful habit of consuming chocolate milk a.k.a. the bane of my exisistance, I just can not resist it! And you all know me, I can resist a lot of things. *rolls eyes*
Still havn't named my guitar, because it is currently too cool for a name. And I hope I stays that way. If worse comes to worse I shall name it an unspeakible symbol, just like Prince.
I think I have been babbeling enough... So I shall leave you with this...

!!!!!GIVE ME SUGESTIONS ON WHAT I SHOULD DO WITH MY HAIR NOW!!!!!

Re-Cap

I got my guitar back, and she is nice and tuned.
Old strings though... so I've got to get around to changing 'em some time... Not bloody likely. :P
Has been bloody hot these days... and wearing a suit during that heat is very uncomfortable... Frankly wearing anything is. ;)
My guitar kicks so much ass! I can't think of much more to say, and I must go, so until next time...

New Guitar!

I got it! I fucking got it!
Now the bad side. It is un-tuned, and the bridge has already been loosened, waiting to be tuned. The guy at the store told me it should take about an hour to do it, but then after that he said he doubted he would not be done it that night. I went back at 7 o'clock, and he said he couldn't get it done. The only guy there that can tune it is only there on Fridays and Saturdays, and he took this week off. Fuckin sucks. So I decided to take it home, and drop it off on Friday to see if he can do it. Turns out my friend's dad may be able to tune it for me before then, so I shall find out on Wednesday. I can't wait to fucking play it!
That bullshit on my other comment was stupid. How the hell did that happen? Anyway, just don't do it again, twas fucking annoying after a while.
I'm bored and tired, so I shall sleep
Got the guitar!