Ohh so bored

Yeah, the title just about sums it up. I cannot handle being so bored, it is driving me insane. I got to go to bell fountain today with Nikki, mom, and gram, it was extremely fun. I wanted to tell nikki something at one point, but then decided against it, probably the right thing to do. Sunday I should be hanging with Nikki and my uncle Brian, and that should be a laugh. I'm not sure if we are going go karting or hiking, but either one is fun with him. I am dreading work on Monday, I am so revising my resume and I'm going to hand it out. Just not to fast food joints or shit like that, I won't be able to cope with such a loss in earning. I really want a new job, but I don't think there are any offered so someone as young as me, and payed so much. I just want to be free to do what I please, and still have money. Sometimes I wonder what it would have been to grow up rich, or at least not poor. What it would be like if I had an effing father. But fuck that shit, I wouldn't be the totaly fucked up kid I am today if all that happened, now would I? Anywho, life isn't going to hand me anything, never has, never will, so I had better do a half assed job at work and get praised and payed a lot for not trying. :D
Anywho, I am begenning to remember some of the courses I picked for next year, my semesters should be quite fun. I may end up filling my spares with classes, but I fear that I actually may need them to study or do work. I am determined to try this year. I can't remember every trying for a full year at school, and my marks show it, just somewhere along the line I give up,and half ass it. I'm got descent marks at least, but I could really do with trying some time.
I had quite an uplifting discussion about religiont he other day. I still stand that I hate all bible thumpers. Argh. If there is one topic that I love argueing (*hem* "Debating") about it's religion and philisophy. I can go off on a rant about it, especially if I meet someone who doesn't beleive in an afterlife.
I'm having fun meeting up with my friends, at the mall and stuff, really is good. But tis much different from last summer... In many ways, for one this time I've got money, but not as much free time to piss away my summer. :P Last Friday my friend Rob braught his marker to Top Games, pretty effing high end gun, Diablo Wrath it's called. Really shows how my marker is inferior... Especially because his is electric, and mine is mechanical. :P Not like I'm complaing, I just can't wait to go paintballing with him, twill be fun, I really think we should split a case when we go.
I am now prone to slipping into unconiousnes whenever I lay in bed. This can be pretty inconvenient, seeing as sometimes I just go up there to get away from the damned smokers. Just today I went up there to read while the sunlight was still nice and hot on my back, and I don't even remember falling asleep, or looking away from the page. I awoke with someone banging on my door telling me something. And two hours had passed! Ahh well, I guess it's because I am staying up so early. I keep waking up so early too... And for some people 8:30am isn't early, but I'm 16 years old! And it's the bloody summer!
I am just so bored I could really type anything here...
My mind has been abuzz with so much crap lately. Not all crap, but stuff that I don't like confronting, dam you feelings! I was just fine being blissfully unaware of you!
Thumper is so effing cute! He is such a suck too, if he's around you he just draws your attention. Last time he was upstairs I let my hand hang from the chair as I read something, and then he ran up and started nudging my hand with his head! Thumper has fallen in love with getting his head rubbed. He will just sit there, flatten himself out, and just get you to pet him. Neither Nikki, nor I have been able to pet him so long he gets bored of it. I love that little bastard, has been more than 4 years now! I was thinking of buying a python, it is small, but it will get larger. And if I had to chose between Thumpy and some python, I would so chose Thumpy, even though he isn't even my pet. When I move out, I'll get a python. I really want an albino python, they are so beautiful, with their yellow and whiteness... And I would want to raise it from a baby, just to make sure it has a long time to warm up to me, to make sure I don't wake up being crushed to death by a huge albino python.
Wow, I am so bored, I bet you all lost interest in this like... Half a page up, but ahh well, I shall carry on.
Josh's birthday is coming up, and the little fuck knows exactly what I am getting him. I should go German style and put coal in his boots, see how he likes that. :P
Ahh well, I should really stop typing. If I've gotten to the subject of Josh's birthday you know I'm out. I shall just go and think about my thoughts, yay. :(

~Sean

Terrorism

Who is the terrorist?
George Bush is ordering armies into developing countries, some of which are having internal wars, and his armies are killing not only armed men, but unarmed civilians. This makes me wonder who is the terrorist, the people trying to defend their country from a superior outside force, or the people invading a country under false reasons and killing unarmed families?
Then there is the news, playing the soldiers who go into Iraq as "heroes" for their countries, and that they are defending their countries... How are they doing that? How does invading and decimating a developing country that is not even on the same continent, that poses nearly no threat help defend America!?! Spreading Democracy? What is the point of imposing a system of govornment where the people choose their elected official, when you put someone as their elected official, and the general population on the country totaly disagrees with what you are doing to their country!
Do not try to help a country that does not need or want your help. Do not declare war on a country under false pretences. And never again elect George W Bush, or anyone to spawn from that bloodline, ever again!
~Sean

Blah

Ohh I am so bored, this summer is just groaning on. This morning I was awoken by a fucking telemarketer, I didn't realise it was a telemarketer at first. I answered the phone saying "Yeah?" which was rude, but the fucker woke me up. They went on to ask for my mom, I appoligzed for being rude, told them she wasn't here, and half way through asking if I could take a messege the fucker cut me off, and said "Well the is your dad there?" in a very rude tone. Twas then I knew this fucker was a telemarketer, so I told him I killed my dad, and I asked who the fuck he was. Twas some prick who wanted donations for something, so I hung the fuck up.
Point of that story, if you want someone to give you money, shouldn't be so fucking rude!
Hmm... What else is in the news today... Oh yah! The rumors are true, Sean has got a gun, that's right kiddies, run! Tis a painball gun... but the warning label says it can cause serious injury or death, so I am hopeful. In order to do that I will probably need to get myself a CO2 cannister, and a few hundred painballs. Mayhaps Walmart will that that... behind the sneakers...
I also finished the Half-Blood Prince... Not too shabby, twas a good book all-in-all. But now the tedious task of finding a new book to read is upon me... Boourns.
Unfortunately, my party had been postponed to this Friday... or Saturday... more than likely Friday... Come if you like, I really didn't feel like holding it last Friday, guess i was too bored :P
I am planning on renting the whole alien saga... And yes they are horror movies, but they aren't scary... Funny, but not scary.
Damnit I'm bored... But I made 20 sales for all of last week, which bumps me up to 17.50/h for 22.5 hours... which equals muchos doneros... Even after the gov has taken their more than fair share.
Once again, comment on this because I am super bored.
Taa!
~Sean

Partay

At my place... Don't know when. As Josh said, don't be a dick and stay for like... 5 mins, because that is being a dick. I will have gotten a collossal paycheck, so I will have like... movies, munchies... and possibly even the video games. Come one, come all.
Should be on Friday, because that is when most people can come. Tell me if you feel like coming, and I can see what I can do.

Peace out on the East Sieeede! (Lol, I'm white)
~Sean

Dear Lord

Argh, I am so bored!
I found a 5 string bass for like $150 at a pawn shop! I will be going around on Monday to check it out again. It is really fucking beaten up, bu if it plays, 'tis cool. Mayhaps I can haggle them down to $100, because it is a piece of shite.
I am so bored, someone comment something on this so that it can strike up a convorsation... But no fights like last time, though entertaining, my blog is for peace... and ranting.... lots and lots of ranting. :D

Wow

Wow, yesterday it felt like I was going to die.
I had some sort of alergic reaction to something, and my whole body itched, and I don't just mean some light itch, it felt like there were fucking ants crawling through my skin! Argh, worst pain in my life. Though thinking I was about to die put some stuff in perspective... Argh, now that was pain.
I got a new cell phone... 905-920-6027. It kicks ass, but I wouldn't suggest you call unless you REALLY need to, because I am like... totaly running out of minutes. That's what I get for being cheap and just buying the $10 phone card. And btw, voice activated phone service is the worst idea ever! An automated voice asking you things? And then getting mixed up because it cannot tell what you are saying. :P
Frown, and because it felt like I wanted to tear my skin off yesterday, I missed work. But that is good because it means I didn't have to go into work yesterday. It is bad again, because I doubt I am going to get comissions for the week. I hate having a week without comissions, it seems like so little money.
I'm planning on buying a bass once I get good at my current guitar, I love my guitar, it kicks so much ass, and it sounds like an angel.
Anywho, I'm out.